i'm feeling so strange these days (weeks, months). i know it's been a while since my last post, my inspiration has just faded away and there is absolutely nothing that can get me into the mood for taking photos, making collages, drawing / any random art. plus, i so don't like the new (well, it's not so new anymore) dA, it's so slow and ugly. i can't find anything, and i don't feel like figuring it out so that's why i haven't been seeing my friends' new works/messages/polls/journals etc. it depresses me so. but anyways i don't feel like getting into it again.

blah. i'm destroyed, oh so totally. every, or every second photo i post is an ID which is so sad, and that's a product of trying to post something every 6589784 years but having nothing to post. i'm destroyed. destroyed i am!